Ok wow, mega drama while I was at work....
These are my opinions on it all...
1. Jen is one of my oldest friends and is just trying to stick up for me, like Danielle, Sam and Amanda are sticking up for each other.
2. Danielle, your comment on my babysitting sitch annoyed me, because though you are an Aunt and all that other stuff, I am Mary's mom, which is a unique situation, and you didn't really give me a chance to give the whole story before you jumped all over me. Sorry if I pissed you off, but really I don't think you are in my shoes (as I am not in yours) and I'd prefer if you tried not to judge me, I don't judge you. Ok?
3. Amanda, yes I agree I backed out at the last minute, And I felt crappy about it. M. was supposed to show up @ 12 and @ 12:30 when I texted you I was on the other phone with someone trying to track him down.
4. M. is not a babysitter, it is court appointed visitation, therefore, I cannot just drop her off at someone elses place, it is his day and unfortunately, that means I have to wait around for at least an hour for him to grace us with his presense. To not do so, would violate our custody/visitation agreement, which would mean big trouble.
5. To me not being around, sadly it has nothing to do with Jay, who I see twice during the week and every other Sat night. Which is not a lot, really. But I can't remember the last time I got an invite from any of you to go out (sans concert). Jen, I ask you all the time to hang out, but you are with Dan, which trust me I get, but c'mon now ;op And Sam, Danielle and Amanda, you guys are busy too. It happens. I invited you all to my B-day, I mean take it as it comes. I don't have a job where I xan email all day and lately at night I am uber busy with crappy stuff.
6. As for the whole whore thing. Um yes I slept with people after I got separated from M. Ooo big deal, if I had known telling the people who are supposed to be my friends about it, would result in it being brought up every time I fuck up..... "Nuff said.
7. Danielle, again, glad to see I amused you enough to blog... I mean c'mon why are you being so nasty about this whole thing? Ouch..
8. Personally I feel like this whole thing turned wayyy too nasty and it sort of disgusts me. It disgusts me to see this whole thing laid out in front of me. I had some drama, I am not perfect and now look, all these people being nasty to each other and it's not necessary at all. Jen, I adore. Sam, Danielle and Amanda, I adore you too... But this whole thing as so spiraled out of control.
Really can't we just get it off our chests and move on????
All that crap being said, I had a good day. Jay wanted me to come meet his 'rents this weekend. Which made me feel all panicky, I am so not ready. I have plans though, so I told him maybe next time... Just cuz I have a boy doesn't mean I forget about those who came before..... :op
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