Random quiz

1. If you were to face the Wizard of Oz, would you want more courage, more brains, or more heart?

More heart. Sometimes I am really lacking in the compassion or thinking of others department.

2. Have you ever gone to court for anything? What for?

Traffic court, family court, divorce court, restraining order court - all fasinating experiences

3. What was the last thing you did that you previously told yourself you wouldn't do?

Fall in love so quickly. I thought I would never ever get past what happened with M. and I was doomed to live a life of single blessedness.

4. Did you ever have a summer fling while on vacation?

Yup

5. Have you ever done anything sexual with someone who's name you never knew?

Lol..um nope I knew all their first names...

6. What is the meanest thing you've ever done/said to a lover/loved one?

Ok M. is not really a loved one anymore but I have done/said some really rude things to him. Most recently when I told him that Jay was a better father to Mary than M had ever been.

7. Have you ever had sex on an elevator?

Nope

8. Have you ever lied about a rash and said it was a birthmark? OR Have you ever lied about a birthmark and said it was a rash?

No.... Huh?

9. Have you ever had sex on a beach or in the water at a beach/pool?

Yup

10. How old are you? How old do you feel?

I am 28, mostly I feel around 19

11. Have you or your partner been injured so badly during sex that you/they had to go to the hospital?

Nope

12. Have you been to a strip club or "titty bar"? (Hooters does NOT count.) If so, did you get a lap dance?

Yup and yup


Bonus!

What is the best way to mend a broken heart?

Random make out sessions, lots of time with friends, lots of booze and sappy movies and most importantly falling in love with yourself all over again, then meeting someone new and knowing you weren't the one with the problem....


I Tag Houwy, Jen and whoever else....

"There's the way things are supposed to be done...and the way they actually get done.."

Work has been pretty crappy lately. Ok not the my job part, it's the stuff going on behind the scenes that make it stressful for me. I used to love coming in to work and lately, eh not so much.
In other news, crappy paycheck this week, only cuz it went to pay bills. So yeah I have um $5 for the week. Ok color me respondsible for paying my bills, but man, do I miss the days of free spending. Jay offered to give me money to do stuff, but I declined. I love that he wants to take care of Mary and I, but I need to retain my independance. Part of what totally screwed M. and I, was my lack of finanicial independance.

Speaking of the dreaded ex, his mother dared to cut Mary's hair (crooked I might add). I was livid, beyond pissed. I mean Mary is my child, he's like disneyland dad, no rights there in my book. God, Jay is more of a father to her then M. has ever been. WTF? I divorce him, yet I still have to deal with him and his family and all their bullshit.

This morning, I woke up around 3am and just kinda watched Jay sleep. I really love him. I love how he and I are, it's so comfortable and perfect. Plus he never puts me down or hurts me like M. did. Seriously in four months, we have barely fought. We've argued and agreed to disagree, but never thrown insults and been hurtful like M. and I did. Plus Jay always does his thing and doesn't care if I do mine.

Here comes the next contestant.....

I just got done swimming. It is really freakin hot.

Yesterday, Steph, Albert, Mary and I went to Spring Lake Beach. It was jammin. We had a lot of fun. Steph and Albert bickered (naturally) It's pretty much a given. Jay was working.
So now I am eating my ice cream sandwich and pondering what to divulge in this blog. I haven't been really laying down the dirt lately. I'm not sure why. Maybe cuz I share all the dirt with Jay lol? Please you know he knows all your dirty secrets lol....

Sunday morning...

This has been a damn good weekend...

Yesterday, I hung out with Jay @ his place. We had steamers and cheesy fries... (we actually cook together) Then we went to the bar with Jen and Andy to sing karaoke... I like Andy, he's nice and wow sooo crazy for Jen.. Plus he brought me cake and yeah I'm easy lol..
Went back to my house after the bar... I am so used to sleeping next to Jay now, it's like something is missing when he's not here. I love being with him, I love how we are. He has quickly become this important part of my life. I know it's all been quick, but I'm tired of thinking, I just go with it and feel. And I am happy. This are good, I'm actually saving money for once. I'm doing work stuff, Mary is happy and all is content.
Sometimes I just look into his eyes and I think god pinch me, cuz I am crazy for this boy. Mushy I know. But after all I have been through this past few years, it's good to have finally found my spot. My someone to stand still with. So maybe I fell off, maybe I've become tragically dull, but I found what I wanted and it's not at the bottom of a glass @ the bar...

Golf requires goofy pants and a fat ass. You should talk to my neighbor the accountant. Probably a great golfer. Huge ass...

Ok this weekend was filled with interesting times. Party @ the 'rents on Sat.. family wiffle ball game in which my team lost by one measly point... I was a little tipsy to play outfield lol, but that how it goes... It was a great time spent with those closest to me and aww Jenn I missed ya baby. Chip and Jay hit it off like we all knew the two hicks would lol....
Sunday I went to watch my boy play softball....yeah he's freakin sexy in that uniform let me tell you.... The he and I went out to lunch then to the driving range, where he taught me how to play golf, sorta... I'm really not down with a sport where you aren't really supposed to chat cuz um I'm a freakin motormouth. But I must admit it was fun lol.. We played a round of mini golf, then went to my house later and played strip PS2 (you are better off not asking....lol)
And I am content. I am happy. I had a good weekend and although I am getting duller by the minute, I am loving this.
Today work was um workish. Mary is all grown up and continuing to amaze me.
My cousin Linda asked me if I was pregnant and it freaked me out. So either I need to bump up the stomach crunches or she's pissed at me lol. WTF? Who says that? OMG the idea of it makes me feel like giving up sex....um ok almost makes me....

Pics from the Party on Sat

Future Man and Wife lol....

Jenn and Chip..awww

Careful..my brother is tough..

My parents' pool

Jen and I getting sloshed on Mojitos....

Lindsay and I...

Jay and I..yup I make him hang out with my family lol..

Awww I love my Jenn

Isn't Lindsay a lucky girl???

I can't look at you when I'm lying next to him...

Ok lately there has been more than one occasion where M. and Jay are both in my house @ the same time. I mean the other morning Jay was cooking breakfast and M. came to drop off Mary. Holy awkward.... The last weekend, M. came to pick her up and Jay was in the living room. Jay was about to leave for softball, but just kinda hung back and waited for M. to leave. Weird....
It's amazing to me how different things are with Jay then they were with M.... I know I shouldn't compare cuz that's weird. But hell I can't help it...
Tomorrow is the 'rents annual 4th of July party. My whole family will be around, plus a few of my lovies..namely Jen and Jenn, plus their kids/boys.. Maybe Steph too. And Jay... Wow I bring this boy around my family... It's a thing you know.
Last night was THE crappiest day at work... Jay came over & listened to me whine about it and just sacked out on the couch with me and watched a movie.. It was perfection...