This has been a damn good weekend...
Yesterday, I hung out with Jay @ his place. We had steamers and cheesy fries... (we actually cook together) Then we went to the bar with Jen and Andy to sing karaoke... I like Andy, he's nice and wow sooo crazy for Jen.. Plus he brought me cake and yeah I'm easy lol..
Went back to my house after the bar... I am so used to sleeping next to Jay now, it's like something is missing when he's not here. I love being with him, I love how we are. He has quickly become this important part of my life. I know it's all been quick, but I'm tired of thinking, I just go with it and feel. And I am happy. This are good, I'm actually saving money for once. I'm doing work stuff, Mary is happy and all is content.
Sometimes I just look into his eyes and I think god pinch me, cuz I am crazy for this boy. Mushy I know. But after all I have been through this past few years, it's good to have finally found my spot. My someone to stand still with. So maybe I fell off, maybe I've become tragically dull, but I found what I wanted and it's not at the bottom of a glass @ the bar...
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